We question about so many things. But still we live on.
Is there a chance, an opportunity for me if I go to school? Will I be successful?
No. You might lose, still you keep goin’ to school.
Should I get high or drunk tonight? should I hurt someone or hurt myself?
And while you’re questioning yourself, you’re probably drunk or high or so fucked up that you think about hurting someone or yourself.
While I’m writing this, I’m drunk. it’s saturday, 03:43 am, I should be asleep, dreaming like a normal person and don’t think about all this. But honestly?, we all are not normal. Cuz y’all out there have their times when they think of such things.
Instead of thinking of the sense of our life and do all what makes us, like get our ass up every day and go to school or work, we could just chill from the beginning.
Do nothing, be nothing…someday everything’ll be over and all we’ve done was in a way for nothing.
Some kill themselves because they can’t stand these questions, some have a happy life, and most of us just do what I do.
Am I sick thinking about it or is that exactly what most of us do..?